i just want something real.
i don’t want no fake bull shit.
i want someone i can feel comfortable around. someone i don’t feel the need to push myself away from…
i’m fucked up, i’m a mistake and i’m an accident and there’s something wrong with me,…but i want someone to make me forget that.
but that won’t happen, so i guess i’ll just be a freak for the rest of my life.
i don’t even care anymore.
i don’t care about shit.
i feel like i’m so fucked in the head.
i hate people. i hate guys.
there might be something wrong with me but whatever.
just whatever.